Watching Ana Movies

Today I watched some movies about anorexia.

You know what's weird, but distinguishes us as a community, is the fact that people like us can totally watch these movies and be relatively unaffected - and if we really do get anything out of them, it's more thinspiration and some new ideas on how to get skinny.

"Normal" people, instead, are grossed out or they cry or they say they "learned" something from it.
Psshh.

By the way, nice article for you guys today:

http://www.canadianliving.com/health/nutrition/10_ways_to_cheat_your_cravings.php

Hahah, I LOVE how this is supposed to be a health thing. Well, I found it helpful for my own intentions. What do y'all think?

Xoxox,

Miana

Random thoughts, music, and today -

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R4mbdOYT2gw

The above link is to Jamie Cullum's song called "It Ain't Necessarily So."

It's nice, check it out.




Anyhoops, 

I totally failed in restraining myself today, so I am sitting awake late at night in apathy! Hoopdy woopty!

Tomorrow, I literally feel like I'm gonna eat NOTHING. I'll let you know how that goes...
(I'll probably have a sugar free Red Bull.)

Man I crave a fucken cigarette.

Ya know, lately there has been some really good thinspo being uploaded to YouTube. I felt really inspired myself, at least! I felt disgusting enough to want to be beautiful again, but not to the point where I'd want to harm again, like I did in past years (check out earlier posts...) - I am never cutting again! I just wanna be beautiful. No more. 
And so thin that you won't see me when I turn sideways ;)

I think I've been misunderstood
Not all my choices have been good
In the fading light
- Jamie Cullum, "Save Your Soul" (another song by him to check out if you like him.)

Peace!

Stay strong!

Love,

Miana